Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I know now why I have sleepless nights...

I'm called to...being beckoned...to stop being fake.

My world is being turned upside down, and it hurts but I love it.

It's as if this walk has layers, and you keep going deeper and deeper into it.

This is a big jump though.

The line is being drawn...and a voice saying: "This is the decision...The choice to be hot or cold...this is where all your comfort is stripped from you, and you make the choice to either continue with your luke-warm heart and flowery words...or risk it all for something other than yourself."

I have never really been selfless. Deep down, I have never really cared about anything other than myself. And I am broken over it.


Yet, I hear that sweet voice, beckoning me...Inviting me to change.





Yes.

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