Why don't many marriages last...
Why do some insanely beautiful souls find themselves alone...
Why do we often choose a partner that isn't right for us...
Why is attraction so important...
What does any of it have to do with the meaning of life, and our immortal souls?
How do I even start?
I will begin with a story.
I know a girl, a beautiful soul. She is sweet, kind, Soft-spoken, passionate, loving to all those she meets, and can see those people that are so often unseen.
She looks perfect on paper, every mans dream girl.
But, for many of us, if we saw her we wouldn't notice her. She is often not given a second glance. She is scenery to most people.
No man has looked at her with love in his eyes, or romance in his heart.
This girl is not by this worlds standards, "beautiful".
Some may look at her and label her "ugly".
She wasn't blessed with attractive features, or soft and smooth skin.
Nothing about her physical appearance is attractive.
And not many people have dared to venture past that which they've seen on the surface, to discover that she is one of the most beautiful women this world will ever know.
I will tell you another story:
There is a girl, who has loved a man she doesn't know. In her mind he is perfect. He is perfect, because he is beautiful. He is "her type" and she believes as she has for years, that if they were together, they would have the perfect love.
This same girl knows another man. He is everything she needs. He makes her laugh, and has deep conversations with her about God, life, happiness, and everything that is important.
He is kind, caring, compassionate, trustworthy, and everything that she doesn't realize she needs.
She will never look at him as anything more than her buddy, because he isn't attractive by this worlds standards.
ATTRACTION:
What is attraction?
Well, attraction has many different sides. There is spiritual attraction, physical attraction, emotional attraction, and probably a few others.
I've discovered that many of us wouldn't dig any deeper into another persons being if we were not first physically attracted.
Many of us have excused this shallowness by saying how important attraction really is.
Even in the Christian world, we have come to the belief that God would want us to be attracted to our spouse.
I am also aware that there is also the human instinct in us to desire to mate with an attractive partner so that our offspring is beautiful. Also, some things we find ourselves attracted to have everything to do with our biological makeup and health, etc. to ensure our offspring the best chance possible at survival, etc. etc.
(Please understand, that if anyone is afflicted with this, I am. Hence the reason these are revelations that I've been having).
But, I've begun to ask myself.... What does it have to do with anything?
What does it have to TRULY do with any little thing that is important?
It's such a fleshly desire. Such a fleshly affliction.
We are not the skin that contains us. We are spiritual beings bound in a shell that does not reflect the soul within.
When we leave this world, who we were under this skin will finally be visible to the eye.
I could see the most beautiful person in the world and the ugliest, in this place we call heaven, stripped of the shell, and I could see that the positions would be reversed.
Because, who we are has nothing to do with how we look, or dress, or smell.
We spend so much time working on the outside of our shell instead of the soul within.
When I am stripped of my shell, what will people see? Who will I be? What actual worth will I have?
What's really interesting to know, is that our father in heaven already sees us for what we truly are.
What does he see when he sees me?
How have I worked on my true self in comparison to the time and effort I've spent in front of a mirror or in a gym?
These are questions we should all be asking ourselves, considering they are the most important ones.
This of course had me begin thinking of marriage and love.
I think of how many people have married their spouses because of that initial attraction and infatuation, "Eros" love.
What happens when that flame burns out? When the passion that sustained them is gone and all that is left is the two beings underneath all of that emotion.
Were you compatible? Did you see the world in the same light? Did you have a genuine love for WHO that person was? Did you have the same spiritual desires? Did you even really like who they were at all?
I can't even count the amount of people I have known who realized they didn't even have anything in common with their spouse. That they didn't even know who they were inside. That they didn't even really have an affection for that persons personality. That there wasn't even a true friendship there. That they weren't even right for each other.
And it has me thinking...…
We are in love with love. We are in love with "Eros"
We often marry because we are burning with passion, and infatuation.
We often try to find someone that we can live WITH, rather than finding someone we couldn't live without.
I don't think we see marriage for what it is... A lifelong commitment to a person, to stay with them no matter what happens.
Because, if we did... Don't you think that we would be more careful with whom we chose?
I have never met a person that I would want to connect myself with for my entire life. Someone I liked and enjoyed so much that I would desire to never be without them, EXCEPT for my friends.
I find that interesting. That so many of us can go a whole lifetime with the same friends, but not the same spouse.
Could it be because the standard by which we choose our friends is different from that which we choose our spouse?
We seem to choose our friends by wether or not they are compatible with us. Wether or not we enjoy their company even when we're doing nothing, even when we are broke or sick.
We don't rush into life-long commitments with friends. It usually comes along naturally.
An acquaintance turns into a friend, and after time has tested your compatibility and general enjoyment of one another, it turns into a deeper and deeper affection that often surpasses social status, financial status, physical appearance, mood, grief, and life's ups and downs.
The natural process is not usually rushed, or pressured, or climbing the emotional peaks faster than is natural to do. We seem to be more content to be where we are for as long as we need before progressing to a new emotional height or experience than we're ready for.
This is how I see our culture. We are so over-excited to climb to a new emotional level in relationships, that we aren't often actually ready to go there. We are in love with being in love. We are in love with the idea more than we are in love with the person that we are running down the aisle with.
And then, ten years goes by, and passion has faded. Our physical appearance may have become a very different thing than it had been, and we are left with a person that we have bound ourselves for life to, that we don't even really know.
I know that the divorce rate isn't simply because of not choosing correctly, but is also because we do not understand commitment. And we do not respect the seriousness of a promise. But that is a whole different blog...
I have a tendency for extremes. You may have already realized that in reading this. But, doesn't it make any sense at all in the least bit?
I know it isn't true of all people, but I think it's definitely true of a majority of people.
So I thought about attraction, and I thought about love. And I thought....
What does attraction have to do with true love?
True love surpasses the years of our beauty. True love is still there when the face that was once young and beautiful has become wrinkled and unrecognizable. Because true love loved the person under the shell. True love loved the soul of the person it's beholding.
So then, what should it have to do with it in the beginning?
What if the perfect person for you, the one you will love your whole life, isn't attractive?
Shouldn't we be searching for the person that is compatible with our soul?
Most of us don't choose a friend only because they are attractive (even if they aren't kind to us, or even if we have nothing in common). Most of us would rather have a friend that is all the qualities we are looking for and are important to us, regardless of their physical appearance.
Do you see the connection?
I don't want to be afflicted with this anymore. I want to be able to see past physical appearance and into the soul of a man, and choose based on that.
I want to have a true love.
I don't want to be a statistic of divorce.
I want to be free of this affliction.
I want to see the beauty past the skin that holds the souls that are walking this earth.
I want to love the souls of those around me regardless of appearance.
I want to be like my savior; to see those that are unseen, to love those that are unloved.
To be a friend to the lonely.
I don't want to see with my fleshly eyes anymore.... Cause I'm missing out.
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