This week has been very amazing. God has been revealing his heart more and more to me about love and compassion.
I have been going out and praying for people almost every day since I started last week, and it's been challenging and amazing! I've walked the streets in Rosarito and have gone to the red light district in Tijuana. I'm learning more and more how to be bold and go against my flesh and my fear to give the love that Christ gave to the world.
He lives in each on of us, and we are called to do the things that he did. I believe that the more that I step out in what he gave us authority to do (like healing) the more I will see him manifest through me.
Sometimes I think he is just waiting for people who will be radical, and will step outside of themselves to see the people that they pass by each day. The more that we are faithful in that, the more we see his power.
I have heard it said that the evidence of faith is that the mountain moves. Right now in this process I am at the place of simply having the faith to go out and speak to the mountain despite outcome. I am getting past the fear and apathy that has poisoned me all my life.
The most exciting thing is that the more I do it, the more supernatural things have been occurring.
People we've been praying for have immediately begun crying as we lay our hands on them, claiming that they feel something inside while we're praying, and they can't explain it. I am so excited because I know that they are experiencing the father.
The more that I have been stepping out, the more I am personally experiencing the father. He is showing me his heart for me as I am loving on the unloved.
I dare say that I am experiencing what it means to lose your life in order to gain it.
I have been spending a lot of time in the word, and like never before the words are piercing deep into my soul and breathing life into every part of me that had been blinded or cold.
I'm waking up and I'm coming to life.
I never want to stop.
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Thank you for keeping me as a friend. I've loved watching you go on outreach to Mexico, and can tell you are truly enjoying your adventures in God!
We and my parents are preparing to move to Texas! Quite a change for 4 older folks who have never lived outside Southern California.
We want to have a real homestead that can do all Lake Elsinore never could - both in the land and in ministry. We've heard from the Lord in this and are quite excited.
Monika is in public school with her own folks, and seems quite happy to be home. She even went with her mom home to Lithuania last summer. Please keep praying for her spiritual growth. Thank you so much for all you tried to be to her. It was not in vain.
Debbie
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